Tuesday, 24 March 2009

I'm so depressed. . .

I don't know if it's the sh*tty weather, or lack of exercise, or lack of good food or school pressure, lack of sleep, or bad grades, or just hormonal imbalances or what, but I feel so CRAP!

Such a loser. . . I hate the world, everything, can't focus. . . my god. So what if I don't get an HKU 3.5? It's not the end of my world. So what if I get rejected by all the IBs? It's not like I don't have another chance. So what if I hate HK, again. . . .

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There's nothing to say, I need to be able to handle this. It's no big deal. This is ridiculous. I should not react by refusal to face the work ahead of me or dream about escaping to Russia, and learning Russian. With cute geeky Russian guys with think accents. . . I'm going jogging.

1 comment:

Julia said...

I think I am going through and "I hate school and don't really care" phase as well. We can get through this.