I'm so depressed. . .

I don't know if it's the sh*tty weather, or lack of exercise, or lack of good food or school pressure, lack of sleep, or bad grades, or just hormonal imbalances or what, but I feel so CRAP!

Such a loser. . . I hate the world, everything, can't focus. . . my god. So what if I don't get an HKU 3.5? It's not the end of my world. So what if I get rejected by all the IBs? It's not like I don't have another chance. So what if I hate HK, again. . . .

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There's nothing to say, I need to be able to handle this. It's no big deal. This is ridiculous. I should not react by refusal to face the work ahead of me or dream about escaping to Russia, and learning Russian. With cute geeky Russian guys with think accents. . . I'm going jogging.

Build a life, not a resume.

Have finally understood it. Advice, really, just steers you from making mistakes. Doesn't give you direction, purpose.

We all grow, and be changed by the environment around us. Nothing is forever.

See what you can. Do what you want to do.

Pursue it. Live it.